Tuesday, May 30, 2006

ITS TRUE WAT YC SAID

me n yc with his retarded looks

today gibby and johnathan nv go for lecture so i went alone..! hmmms...was kinda bored but lucky i brought my psp.. i listen througout the 2 hour of lecture..feel kinda down i guess.. so after lecture i decided to go tm i find some stuffs..window shopping i guess.. n i went alone.. saw alot of my sec sch frens.. ahaha.. after tired of goin up n down i decide to go home since i m damn bored n tired..its was like 5 i don feel like goin home so i decide to walked home.. from tamp mall to bedok?? hahaz.. oklah while walking my mind kept thinking abt wat YC told me abt the probs i had dealing with frenship..yeah wateva he said its true ah.. me myself need sometime alone..maybe i m too selfish to myself..this few days really i do feel very very down..its like the emotion of wanna cry but i m holding my tears down..hmmm one think i missed now is the time i m with yc..the time first he asked me go shopping go watch movie n those time where made me really trust him alot but yeah maybe now it wont be as the past hmmm sad lah.. i think its abt a week i nv go talked to him.. but yeah as long as he had a great great time with his frens without any probs i m very very happy for him.. hope one day he is free den have a drink n talk with him ah..for the time being i rather be alone!

I ATE ONLY 1 PIECE OF BREAD FOR THE WHOLE DAY! ARGH HELP ME I DON FEEL HUNGRY AT ALL!

Sunday, May 28, 2006

this is wat happen to me lately! haha


OK i guess i gonna start blogging now!
i need someone help to change my pathetic skin! argh!! HELP!
lolx.. k i decide to start blogging coz i think i m somehow free everyday maybe just spent 15 mins blogging at nite.. n samore life is kinda boring nowadays.. term test is coming so everyone is kinda busy studying.. haha.. i will update everyday i guess... but today was pretty boring.. did nth just went to the hospital to get my blood pressure coz ytd its somehow very low n got my xral results today!! nth wen wrong doctor only said i need to ear proper food n not to think too much.. coz its really affecting my health! hahaz.. yeah true i have been thinking too much lately.. yeah dats me i keep thinking n keeping things to myself but yeah who can i share with? hmmms its ok i survive alone.. somehow i wish to die also... life is too challenging for me..