Wednesday, June 21, 2006

TUESDAY!
suppose to meet mingjiang at 1pm den go raffles city to get the 2 shirts i reserved one for me n one for yong! but den i called n called him nv ans.. jamie called him nv answer.. den at 12 plus he called saying he just woke up n cannot leave home early.. so i told him just meet me at parkway at 4 plus or wat ah..i bathe get ready n took off to raffles city n get the 2 shirts.. said bye too all my collques den i took train to paya lebar n bus 43 to parkway.. n it was only 230. so i went search for yong but he wasnt at his counter called him n he told he is alone n whether i m alone or not.. den asked me to go to blk 76 n searched for him.. i walked all the way there n he was there playing his hp pokemon game.. sat down there n talk n talk.. gave him the shirt..i take the plastic beg n say "NA" den he pushed the beg to me den i said its urs i get for u.. den he said y? haha.. den i just said i get for u coz its was 70% off.. wah he got shocked n said the shirt look gay coz its long sleeve! wahlao.. den walked backed to his workplace.. stand there n talk talk.. he was bored.. keep asking me lets go toilet..followed him.. had a great chat abt each other past life.. talking abt sec sch life.. den mingjiang came.. i intro him to yong coz both play bball.. den i told yong i come back soon acc him.. i followed mj walked n get his bread den walked to miss choo centre n talked abt dunno wat ah.. den mj tuition starts..n i went back meet yong..talk n talk.. den he waiting for his colleque call him go dinner..but most work midshift... lucky the guy he said funny ask him wait den me n yong wait n wait talk n talk until the guy came..den yong said to me see u next time den i said bye.. den i called mj whether he tuition ends.. fortunately just ended.. den miss choo sent me home..haha.. basically this whole day i talked alot with yong! but talking to him is damn fun.. can talk abt alot of stuffs.. n today he cracked freaking lots of jokes.. dirty ones!!


WEDNESDAY!
suppose to meet gibby n john at 12 in sch do hmwk.. but gibby was late for 2 hrs! me n john went to watch nang nak in sch.. i was scolded by the librarians coz i laugh too loud.. but it was super hilarious ah! den after watching went out to print hmwk.. den went eat at mensa together with john's gf.. after dat nth to do.. so i ask gibby acc me to tm search for junyuan n asked him where the gal he eying is! hmm short gal.. with normal typical chiense looks ah..but not bad ah..found the gal.. talk abit with junyuan den took mrt to pasir ris with gibby den waited for the train to depart back to the east side.. coz wanna waste time.. den headed home n gibby went aljunied.. den reached home i took a nap.. den at 8 i left to meet my sec sch classmate at changi mac.. laugh n laugh.. i totally made a nuisance of myself there sia..shout here n there..den watch soccer n mac.. supper fun!! hahaz.. half time headed home.. cc n me walked home meet suhaila n get the money for shopping of food tmr!! den yeah now i m blogging!! haha..

TODAY LONG N BORED ENTRY.. BUT WILL UPDATE PICS WEN I M AT THE CHALET!!!! HAHA...

Sunday, June 18, 2006

COOL SHOTS BY MIKE!


TODAY ISSUE I WAN DISCUSS IS ABT SELFISHNESS!
i am not gonna mention names but yeah somehow seriously i m sick of someone like u.. i don wan to continue this kind of relationship its really one sided..i have to be there for u.. but i nv get anything in return,i feel like i m begging for ur concern! sorry to said ah everytime u wan something u need my help u need my company u need something from me u come to me but wen i try to get u,ur reply is very very unsincere..i observed everything..i msg u reply like shit wen ur other fren msg u wah!!! i dunno how to explain ah..i m dissapointed in myself to know someone who is as selfish as u! each n everyday i m hoping but nth comes so i m ready to give up.. all i can say is thanks for the joy n laughters u gave me wen i just gotta know u but now u wont be seeing the real me in front of u.. i treat u not more den just fren not even good or best fren!! all i can say is I M REALLY SORRY! i wish u the joy n happiness dat u really wan..the space dat u need! n the freedom dat u seek!

LOOKING FORWARD TO MEET MY SEC SCH FRENS AT THE CHALET!!

Monday, June 12, 2006

HELL OUT OF FUN!
k let me display some pics den i type the post! hahaz

(nth to do in cenei lift..)(acting pro.. i know nuts abt pool. i don even know how to hold the damn stick)
(this game i love.! my 12 bucks is worthit! i won 8 games to 4 to terry! wahaha)
(zhen hui the notty underage gal.. shes holding her heels!)


SUNDAY!
i went to work at 2..town was raining damn heavily..i got wet wen reach work.. but yeah as usual i was late.. however work was not bad coz its kinda busy.. but the fun part is this.. its zoelyn bdae so all my colleuges plan to celebrate.. n all of them work morning shifts n i work afternoon.. they finish at 6 whereby i end at 10.. argh! got no choice to lie to my full timer i got something urgent den i left at 7.. the rest were waiting for me at s-11! hmms.. i got change den wen to celebrate at pizza hut.. thanks to imran for giving dat staffs discount! den we headed down to dunno which part of the town to search for cheap pool.. terry brought us to dunno where ah.. den we walked at fareast.. saw eugene alone.. asked him to join us.. hahaz.. he joined us den we made our way to lucky plaza coz theres pool.. but as u guys know i hate hate pool.. but the fun part the this soccer thing i dunno wat isit called ah.. i played with terry n 12 bucks gone.. but hapy coz i won.. hahaz.. den headed down to cenei to watch midnite show! CARS! nice movie.. funny! went home at 5 am! hahaz.. cab back lor.. hahaz..


MONDAY!
douglas msg woke me up.. n its was 10 am!! hahaz.. i slept at 6 am!! argh!! cant sleep.. so i on the comp n watch lots of vids in youtube.. but i nv sign in msn. coz is kinda bored.. den it was 130 n i plan to give out a try to search for yong at parkway.. coz he said he working at macperson giant.. where theres no giant there.. i just get ready took bus n wen.. fortunately my instinct was rite.. he was slacking playing the hand held console thing,, leaning his arms on the box.. i came den he got shocked lah.. he ask wat i doin there.. i said i come to visit u.. lolx.. den he locked his locker n he asked me for a walk around parkway! ok i went to walked with him.. talk n talk.. since its like weeks we met n talked.. den wen back to his work place.. den there his boss came.. he told me to leave n walk around n he will find me after everything finish.. i just stayed in the giant n watch some movies.. wen to buy yogurt for yong coz he said he is abit hungry but his having bball training.. so yeah yogurt isnt dat filling.. wait n wait.. den there he called me to met him at level 1.. he had to leave to sch.. tot of taking 15 with him to sch den took 69 home.. but yeah he ended his work i rather he sleep in the bus n conserve his energy for his long long day of training.. so i took opp bus stop home.. n he took 15 to sch.. i took the bridge walked down the stairs walked towards the bus stop.. yong called me but i nv ans.. he called again.. den he shout.. I M INFRONT OF U.(means his bus turn one bloody round..so no matther which busstop he took he still reach the destination) funny ah. coz i don aspect him to call me.. damn shock sia.. wen home watch so you think you can dance final.. den yeah now i m blogging!! TMR WORK!! HAHAZ..

Saturday, June 10, 2006

BBQ!


(long lost brother!! mok seng! oops!! ken!)
janice couldnt make it for the bbq! in the end i met jamie at bedok around 8 plus den took mrt to pasir ris den bus to downtown east.. the bbq although i dunno the pplz there but it was super fun.. its like the life where i used to have last time.. mixing around with ppl whom the ppl out there tot those r hooligans n such.. but to me they r humans with creative ideas n super fun to be with..played truth or dare.. the dare was really really a dare.. wen boys have to french kiss another guy.. lick nipples..fun ah.. went home at abt 12? haha.. took cab lor.. jamie sent me down first den she went home lor.. oklah dats it for today.. i m super tired.. work work work tmr!!

Thursday, June 08, 2006

F*CK YOU!
I m a human with feelings too! Plz don take advantage of any individual its freaking annoying and pissed! I can be nice I can give in I can be very kind all the times but plz don take my kindness as a weakness! Plz don aspect me follow ur wave where I was treated like a dog! I have to give in to wat u said n follow ur type of life where u nv even thing abt how I feel! I tried putting myself in ur shoes n I feel it I do wat u asked me to do.. but plz try putting urself in my shoes, I m a weak individual just don aspect me to be there for u but u will nv be there for me.. maybe now u haven feel of not being appreciated..one day someone u love a lot nv appreciate ur love! Dats a curse from me to u!


HOWEVER! Today passed so so good!! Went gym with chee chong! Laugh like an ass at the gym.. I kept insulting him but yeah his my greatest bro he accept wat I said to him.. its just so funny with him around ah.. all those food n being fat insultation!! Hahaz.. den wen home had a rest.. den meet him again at 8 made our way to long john to meet the rest of the 511 classmates.. although not everyone turned up but its was super hilarious.. sat at long john until its closed den we made our way to 24 hour mac! Laugh like hell.. esp with benedict “JOKE” wahaha.. coolio…made our way home at 1130pm.. saw Janice a Alvin outside MAC haha.. me chee chong suhaila n Douglas walked home.. hahaz.. talk n talk all the way home.. haha.. tmr will be another exciting day!wheeee!!
(511! the moments i had in life! where all of us know wat is SINCERITY & APPRECIATION!)
(thanks to pretti suhaila for the candid shot! haha)

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

LIFE
What is life without ups n downs? Life is really full of regretion n rejection. Not saying dat my life is pulling me down n making me sad everyday! It is true dat somehow I m having difficulties in my daily life! Haha but yeah I overcome every single min of my life by forcing myself not to think abt the past n carry on life as wat it is! Rabia sent me this song which somehow reflects wat I went thru now!

A song by sugababes - ugly

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Hmmm I guess goin thru this teenage life isn't dat easy where ppl always say dat teenage life is the best moment its kinda true where ur life is much open n free however dealing with frenships n relationships isn't easy!! Someone like me who isn't ready for relationship yet dealing with frenship isn’t easy too! Maybe I think too much..

However I still remember the days where mike's dad talked to me abt frenship which somehow affect me pretty bad! He said something like its very rare to find a fren who will be very sincere to u firstly the term frenship r meant to be play n play.. seriousness only occur once in a while but mostly frens just think abt play n having fun.. he said I m sure u got a lot of frens, take them as an example in a hundred maybe only 1 or 2 u can trust, the rest r just plain frens..

Furthermore, every single humans r very selfish! Even I realize I m selfish..
Hmmmm an individual who got bored? Need someone accompany? Need help? Sure call someone else to seek for help or whatever it is... after their favour is accomplished in the future wen the someone need help? Need someone company? Get bored n hoping to go out you think the person will said yes I can? ITS RARE!!

On the other hand! I m somehow happy dat Gibson n john entertain me daily with their lame n fun jokes.. had been with gibby this few days coz john is abit busy with gf so me n gibby walk around sch go eat lunch n watch movie in library together..haha.. it was fun ah.. at least got company.. it’s a new life for me but I tried to get used to it.. I know I no longer needed n impotant.. n I understand wat is freedom so yeah just have fun n enjoy this life!! N thanks to chee chong.. my best bro thanks for the late nite study late nite supper n late nite chat under the blk!! Haa.. the longest fren I had! 7 years!! Hahaz.. at least I know GOD is fair to me!! Despite the past where I m somehow curious n confused!


ART!! WOOHOOO!!
A FORM OF ART I GOT IN SCH!! HAHAZ!!


(mensa got the worst coleslaw! this is wat happened to my left over food!)
(pic taken in my tutorial class!! i swear the person drew this is damn cool!)


HOLIDAYS! are here! and tot of helping yc get my job n i go to another company in the end me myself kena sacked! argh!! sorry yong! sorry for the delay in the end u gonna rot with no work!
anyway since theres no work for me n the other company only need ppl on the 15th so yeah see how if i feel like working! meanwhile this holiday gonna sucks to the core! no work noone to go out no dota to play.. so i just have to stare at the comp n wait for ppl to chat with me!! wth? haha.. bored bored bored!!
later might be goin gym in the evening den at 8 got 511 gathering! haha i miss them alot sia!! wahahah! lolx!! klah no mood to blog lioaz!!