Wednesday, June 07, 2006

LIFE
What is life without ups n downs? Life is really full of regretion n rejection. Not saying dat my life is pulling me down n making me sad everyday! It is true dat somehow I m having difficulties in my daily life! Haha but yeah I overcome every single min of my life by forcing myself not to think abt the past n carry on life as wat it is! Rabia sent me this song which somehow reflects wat I went thru now!

A song by sugababes - ugly

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Hmmm I guess goin thru this teenage life isn't dat easy where ppl always say dat teenage life is the best moment its kinda true where ur life is much open n free however dealing with frenships n relationships isn't easy!! Someone like me who isn't ready for relationship yet dealing with frenship isn’t easy too! Maybe I think too much..

However I still remember the days where mike's dad talked to me abt frenship which somehow affect me pretty bad! He said something like its very rare to find a fren who will be very sincere to u firstly the term frenship r meant to be play n play.. seriousness only occur once in a while but mostly frens just think abt play n having fun.. he said I m sure u got a lot of frens, take them as an example in a hundred maybe only 1 or 2 u can trust, the rest r just plain frens..

Furthermore, every single humans r very selfish! Even I realize I m selfish..
Hmmmm an individual who got bored? Need someone accompany? Need help? Sure call someone else to seek for help or whatever it is... after their favour is accomplished in the future wen the someone need help? Need someone company? Get bored n hoping to go out you think the person will said yes I can? ITS RARE!!

On the other hand! I m somehow happy dat Gibson n john entertain me daily with their lame n fun jokes.. had been with gibby this few days coz john is abit busy with gf so me n gibby walk around sch go eat lunch n watch movie in library together..haha.. it was fun ah.. at least got company.. it’s a new life for me but I tried to get used to it.. I know I no longer needed n impotant.. n I understand wat is freedom so yeah just have fun n enjoy this life!! N thanks to chee chong.. my best bro thanks for the late nite study late nite supper n late nite chat under the blk!! Haa.. the longest fren I had! 7 years!! Hahaz.. at least I know GOD is fair to me!! Despite the past where I m somehow curious n confused!